BLOGGING

I realized I don't like pictures I make with my camera, iphone photos look more attractive and alive somehow. When I started this blog, I wanted to post only "quality pictures", but apparently I forgot how to make them and also it was one of the reasons of updating so rarely: the need to make camera pictures always stops me. However, I really would like to indite something finally, I used to write blogs since I was 17, so over 13 years already. And it's been over a year since I didn't post regularly anywhere except instagram, which is still for me more a sort of photoalbum. Somehow I have also lost the need to share every thought which comes into my head with general public. But I still feel the need for having a blog:)

GIFTS

It's autumn once again and, as usual, everything became clear. The air has already changed, the sunlight is different, everything gets more cozy, and life acquires more meaning. I was waiting for this autumn more than usually.
As it already has happen before, in autumn I feel more harmony with myself. I've been working on myself past two years, and now I see the result. Last autumn I felt much better than before, I started to fall in love and notice details, but it was the very beginning. Comparing to now, it was nothing.
I'm inspired by everything, everything i beautiful: rowan berries in my tea, my wonderful books, leaf and late blossoms. I notice billion things, that were always around me, but just passed by my attention before.  Like that  blueberries I had for breakfast are exactly the same colour and tone as my pants.

I feel incredibly thankful for all those abilities I once had, but lost about five years ago, and now they are all back and I can feel it deeper and stronger and appreciate them much more then ever.
It's still a long way to go.